Friday, October 17, 2008

psychiatry is sooooo not my thing...

hmmm

ko bangun pagi2.. korase malas.. rase penat.. tak larat... mood ko very low...
ko bukak langsir.. ko tgk kat luar... alahaiii gelap lagi...
ko mandi... pakai baju... makan2.. pack2 barang.. ko kluar..
alahaii... ujan la plak...

ko jalan2.. ujan makin lebat... sluar dan kasut basah...
ko kat roundbout nak lintas jalan... kereta banyak...
pegi dekat2 tepi jalan.. kereta lalu... splasshhhh... basah lagi..

ko sampai kat spital... ko dah bleh bau typical smell hospital..
bau muntah ade.. bau makanan ade... bau taik pun ada...

ko simpan barang kat locker... ko pakai labkot...
ko kene lalu detour from csi ke hospital sbb ade construction..
jalan yang pendek jadi jauh... detour byk air bertakung...
kasut basah lagi..aihhhh

ko sampai kat psychiatric ward..ada bau semacam tuh jugak
keliling ko sume org2 sama... pesakit sama
objectively... dorang sume muka2 depress...
ko pun jadik depress

ko amik history..
dorang cakap " my mood is low, my energy is low, and i have poor concentration, poor sleep"
ko dalam hati pun cakap " lek ah... kita serupa"

perut ko lapar..ko pegi cafe kat lobby
queue sandwich panjang nak mampus...
so ko decide tak jadi makan... ko pegi csi
library penuh dengan budak2 non-clinical..semak.. ko takde tempat duduk
pegi comp suite.... penuh... budak2 non-clinical lagi.. semaaakkkk

ko decide nak balik umah..luar hujan...
jadi ko terperangkap kat csi... tp taktau nak buat ape..
last2... ko jadik giler... hahahahahhaha

bla.. bla blaaaaaaaaa

4 comments:

Valjam Boyd said...

hmm..make me miss my student years in UCHG...lalalala..

snowflakes said...

xpe2 ko ade good rapport dgn sume pt psych kn...baik2laa dgn derg mane tau ko bley tanye sape yg amek payung aku aritu huhu..n gudluck melyn pt br kt sligo!!derg sume menanti kedatangan med student yg pnuh empathy n reflection n nk dgr malingering derg tu huhu..

Unknown said...

hahaha aku akan enjoy se enjoy enjooooynyerr pscyh kat sligo!!!

Wahidah said...

hrum..pandai gk mumbling u ni kan..huhuhu